Fukitol

[Zooie]

Gee, what made me want to revive this topic? Oh i know, I want some of this shit...FUKIDOL! (See previous page for actual picture!)It rolls off the tongue wieht a rhytghmic delight. It shounds like there are NO side effects and fun to take too!

I've had it. This is the end. I REFUSE to go down the med road anymore. When I say "Doc, I CAN'T TAKE THIS OR THAT", he will listen. When I am hanging over the john puking my guts out, then turning to other way to allw my guts to empty THEIR response to yet anothger fucked up med, then I won't stand down! They will hear me roar, or I will sue their asses.

I sit here drained, weak, unable to eat, slept all day, xcept for trips to the loo. This has GOT to stop. I read that Paxil takes a bit to show the S/Es, no wonder I felt my mind clear the rist week on it, then wham! Gutcha. But I MAY, I stress MAY opt for a very low dose of Wellbutrin. The idiot nurse gave me TWO 150mg inste4ad of the prespfibedf ONE. Hellloooo. And maybe one a day of Neurontin? I woke up a few times with my body jerking, it's for sezures but can cause them. Oh God, where are you?

I'm so tired of this insanity. A requirement for getting out of that hell hole was I had to see a pdocv here so will have yet another to try and convince, explain to, beg, etc. Ohh did I mention the pdoc in Atlanta took me off my valium???? hahahahahahahahaha I think that's the last straw folks.

Taking my new 5pm dose of seroquel, going back to bed...

♫ Still crazy after all these years ♫ (Paul Simon)

[Spirit]

Dear Zooie,

I'm so sorry that you had that bad experience at the end of your hospital stay. I was so hopeful for you. I can't understand how what happened, happend. Please don't give up on the profession. There's got to be a good pdoc for you out there. Am praying for you as you well know. Lois

[Zooie]

Well, hell, it just gets better and better. My feet felt funny this morning, don't really make a habit of looking at them but got dressed and looked...they are almost twice their size today. I feel bloated, left foot hurts, I look like I'm walking on two balloons. I'm so sick of this. Even my loyal Prozac has turned on me. It's either that or the increased Seroquel. Either way I have to back off of something tonight and it'll have to be the Prozac I guess. I can't take any more side effects (and yes, I'm on a diuretic). Just too much...mania and side effects...too much...the reason I first posted here to begin with, still no answers, still no meds that work...too much...now I'm scared of Monday...too much... <---he's winning

[Muddler]

Wow Zooie, but you are having some bad SE's! I think you should be looking forward to Monday - when the nightmare can end. In the meantime, hang in there!

[Zooie]

It's no surprise Muddler. I get so tired of it tho. Looked up prozac and seroquel, and zero on the prozac for swelling, but is a rare side effect for seroquel. Needless to say, that's bad news. And today my hands and face are swollen, along with feet and lower legs.

Am compiling a list of all the meds I've taken and had S/E's to take to pdoc on Monday. In the meantime guess will have to decrease the Seroquel too...did quit Prozac last night. Oh dear, dear, dear, what next?! Geodon and pristiq looking good at this point. <sigh>

Later - 9pm Sat. Oh, why can't I win the PowerBall so I can just go inpatient until they "fix" me??? Shouldn't have withdrawn from Prozac 2 pills last night, now am plagued by chills and shakes (no fever)....oh God I really don't ask for much, could you just make at least one of these S/E's go away? Tonight will take 1 Prozac, and down to 250mg Seroquel...what irony, I'm back to the same dose, same meds before going to psych ward!

You hang in there too Muddler, I mean it. I understand, but please try to avoid the "s" thoughts, ok? {{{hugs}}}