Been taking Lamotrigine on its own for some months (plus something to help me sleep if I need it). Started it when depressed and I only got up to 75Mg per day before the mania came back (and it was more intense than normal, but very enjoyable; and I'm sure that was because of the Lamictal. People I know say I was being a real pain, more than normal, but I got a lot of creative work done!) I reduced it to 50Mg per day and that had a moderating effect. I'm still on that amount. I've essentially been very low these last three months, but even on such a low dose the Lamotrigine has kicked in quite frequently (like now - wouldn't be writing this if it hadn't), but not for long and not dramatically - for maybe a day at a time. What I have noticed is that if I wake at night I'm feeling quite good but that feeling has usually gone again by the morning.
I'm sure this is all because I'm taking such a low dose, but I'm wary of increasing it too much (under pdoc's directions of course) in case it sends me too high. I've very bad memories of Prozac and Seroxat sending me sky high then into suicidal despair, and I don't want a drug doing that to me again. I've always been very sensitive to drugs of all kinds and often an effective dose for me is way below what works for other people - many years ago had bad experiences with Lithium at what should apparently have been a therapeutic dose. I'm wary that too high a dose of Lamictal will make me go very high and then, as a consequence, very low.
Would be interested to hear what other people's experiences have been with Lamictal (Lamotrigine), and whether its anti-depressant effects have caused them problems.
In all the years I've been bipolar this is the first of so many drugs I've tried that I've felt hopeful about. All the others have had little or no effect on the depression, have sent me into the stratosphere or have completely killed my creativity (several mood stabilisers have done that), which is something I find intolerable.
I think it's worth me sticking with Lamictal in the hope that it'll be possible to get it sorted in the end. Moderating the emotional roller coaster would make so much difference to my life.
